Lonely

Last night my husband went to a beer festival with my Uncle Vinne. I had an awesome day with my mom. We hadn't had a day like that in a like that in a while! Then in the evening I was alone. It would have felt silly going out by myself. In truth it is hard for me to have friends, and without Simon I feel out of place.
It is really hard to find my place in my new life. I know that I am definatly a wife...but it is very hard to see what else I am.
I get lonely often with out Simon.
That is why I am writing right now, I am lonely. I am sad, but I am not going to turn that lonely sadness into something negative.
It is better today release those feelings instead of botteling them all up.
I pray I may feel better very soon!